A Blog By Sevina
Sudah 26 tahun dan terkadang aku masih merasa orang lain lah yang ikut bertanggung jawab atas kebahagiaan ku.
Dan aku sadar aku sangat tidak dewasa untuk pemikiran ini.
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Well, it has been a very long time ya gy.
Now, i got a very tense 9-7 routine then i choose the rest of the time to just relax, even i did not do any reflection thing.
And, here i am.
Waiting for my rice to be done, searching for something, and realizing that there are so many things that i have to achieve.
People would say, to not refer to other people's lives. We got our own journey. Indeed.
At the end, i should come back to reality. I have to face failure, sad, unpleasant things, which i really believe will prepare me to become stronger.
To cheers and to the laughter
Never thought that this additional role turned to be one of biggest blessing in disguise within this year.
Started by suddenly being added in to a whatssapp group, me cluelessly was explained by Chandra. Fortunately, within 1 week, Hiqny and the most anticipated senior Kak Audrey were joined the club. Thank you @audrey @hiqny @chandramau .Felt like I had the wind at my back! (though we still called ourselves as Karbitan AM) LOL
The first 2 months was hard. These things was new for me. Need my brain to adapt in double click. To the countless times of sevina was asking the others seeking for any chance that my problems was ever happened before. (still, yes i am karbitan). Thanks to @sekar kak @ines mba @dewi @laela @vidya @vanya @fajar mas @rama kak @gumi (and the whole LC practically) for always being there.
Nevertheless, The next months were even harder LOL. I thought that everything would turn to be a custom, with repeated problems, and same answers predicated on our experiences. But that was a mistaken belief. As working with people and integrated system were pretty undetermined.
It might seem inconceivable that the following days would not be the same as before. But its true.
Thank you for the lesson, for the tears, and for the good spirit. Wishing the best for us. Jangan sombong sombong jarak veteran-budut kan deket.
ps. after knowing an energized rabbit @hiqny for 2 years, finally, here we got another version of hiqny.
a society would choose to pay bankers more than teachers, but it’s true.
It might seem inconceivable that a society would choose to pay bankers more than teachers, but it’s true.
Alhamdulillah keluarga dan orang orang terdekat sehat
