Sudah 26 tahun dan terkadang aku masih merasa orang lain lah yang ikut bertanggung jawab atas kebahagiaan ku.
Dan aku sadar aku sangat tidak dewasa untuk pemikiran ini.
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Well, it has been a very long time ya gy.
Now, i got a very tense 9-7 routine then i choose the rest of the time to just relax, even i did not do any reflection thing.
And, here i am.
Waiting for my rice to be done, searching for something, and realizing that there are so many things that i have to achieve.
People would say, to not refer to other people's lives. We got our own journey. Indeed.
At the end, i should come back to reality. I have to face failure, sad, unpleasant things, which i really believe will prepare me to become stronger.