people said, A happy person can't make everybody happy.

And I'm trying to believe that stuff. There's a part of my heart which cant let that thing happen.
Since what i believe is that i have to always do a good thing simply because i believe in karma.

Maybe i am not a kind of people who have a truly, honestly, and lovely feeling. But i really try my best to do good things, at least because of my beliefs.

the holy geprek rice in jogja

Tyg fave food

the sun was shining so bright

in conclusion, i have to make a move, list about what i have to achieve in one year ahead. i will be facing my last year, my final project, so i have to prepare myself. AND STOP TO COMPLAIN AND COMPARE, because that has no end.

w tyg

nutella and starcille**(forget) endesss bangeettt

Then, after making a good discussion about our own major, we went to pick sasung in her campus. And what i really love about this university is because the buildings are so big. but what i have to thank God is that, although my campus is so small, that was our strength since we can interact w the people who came from another major much more easily.
#2 Jogja woke me up

me w sasung n tyg

baked potato so endess and mursita

the view from gedungnya tyg

We spent hours just talking about what w r currently doing, about our past, about the x, and many things. Anyway, talking about the food, jogja really has many kind of food which has low price. That baked potatoes just cost 15 thousand rp and i got mashed potato which taste terribly good.

Then fira picked me up, and i arranged a meeting w another baes. And topic was not far away with topic i had in hours before.And having those topic third in a day, somehow, it really made me thinking about the things that i didnt (even try) to discuss about that. And blog, u shud now that, hahahaha. And that is the moment when i love them but i hate them, lol.

makanan padang would never far from me

me and baes

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I start to realize why people love to do travelling.
It makes a space to me to think

i exactly joined the same kind of organization last year, but this totally had different vibe. I do really love my april-august comittee, but yeah i good so many insight in 4 hours after my arrival in Jogja.


My friend told about how the surroundings culture effect so much on how people reacts and communicates with the others. In my university, everything went so well, right on the tracks, because the crazy people just 2 out of 10 people in this committee, it was so different hahahahaahaaahahahaha, but i cant expect much more since i know that everything had a good and a bad side.

Pingin punya rumah model gini, walaupun agak g prefer dim light

Pantry unyu

Lovelybidang

Kefarmasian X Kahim

Yap those picture was taken on the dinner we had to celebrate our last final exam. Yap, they are my another life now.
For doing obligation given from my himp was not a burden at all. Even i feel like i just want to do about 'himpunan' thingy for 3 months in a row than studying hahahaha (ofcourse everybody does). But it is impossible, so what i have to do is just thank to God and believe that i can finish it.

Anyway,
It was the end of my scariest semester so far. By this semester i realized the real vibe in my campus, about all of the paradigm which people outside talk about. But furthermore, i still have thank to God since everything always have a good side, included for this point. Maybe i wont be this ambitious if i am not in this college.

College is all about finding. Finding a good environment, finding a good supporting system, finding a new family, finding a best friend, finding best experience, and most of all is finding ourselves.

Maybe up until now, i don't exactly know, how actually i am, what kind of person i am. Somehow i still feel like i tend to be a hypocrite,since i try to always be the best, although i cried inside.
But, then my friend of mine, said, that it is not necessary to make all of people around you realize about your weakness to make them pity on you.

Ya, really a good thought.

Another lesson i got a few days after my final exam. That i cant put my Feeling side as the first. It is okay to be a person who has a good feeling, i mean we respect to other, we will make feeling as a reference to decide something, but we have to adapt. ADAPTATION is the key. I have to make a good combination and balance my Feeling side by becoming more Thinking
One thing that can be something bad if i am so Feeling is i will take all pf people  saying as a judgment for me, and it is really torturing i guess.

Haters. Disrespectful people will be there, just shield my self with my  logic.

Anyway that's all about the closing of this semester, i hope that i wont get any remedial.


See you books. Welcome holiday

i have to realize that this is never gonna be easy. im pursuing a tittle which will be responsible to something so important in our life, which is mass public's health. That's why i keep reminding myself, taht there's something i have to pay.


I really thank God, the problem what i face now is just about how i have to face all of the test, and how i finish to read all of this farmol ppt.

Anyway, i have spent my 3 days in M*d, literally eating the junnkkf**d in 3 days T.T i hope after the test theres nothing bad happen :"))

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DAY 2

DAY 3

And finally i decided to "sacrifice" my time and went to the forum. They were pretty cool since they still stayed although the forum must be postponed till 173 members came, so it was 00.15 a.m. we started the forum.

finally i came, actually for fulfilling the minimum number of participant

What i really learnt from this organization is how they keep their members in many ways. I realize that besides doing the music things, i didnt really get into this organization. I am just a girl who laugh so hard and do every happy things in this organization without trying to give a feedback in the form of a deep thoughts. Thats why i feel like being a cheerleader there. but actually i didnt regret it at all.

Im a kind of people who hate being underestimated, and one thing i know which cant make me or u being underestimated is through our thoughts. People who can think, analyze, and make a good words about something happened in their surrounding will be respected. But instead of doing that, i had decide that i cant be superior in every way i choose. From the start i have made my goals, and its detail, like how deep i will be immersed, and in this student union i also had prepared what i shud do. And thats what im doing and achieving rite now.

Comparing to my others bae in this student union, i'm really butiran debu  hahahahaha since they r the figures who affect his organization dominantly

06.00 a.m. move to the new venue

And this are my baes.

this pict  was taken at our first year

Our first annual gig.  @ lapangan basket

so can u guess where i am?

almost 2 years later after the first photo studio

at this year i didnt played at DN

all of pict was blurred. sooo sadddd

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another thing which deserve my 'to the moon and back' love

tomorrow is gonna be my first final exam. i try to find a nice words before i start, then finally i get a beautiful quotes this morning
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DO EVERYTHING WITH LOVE NOT FOR LOVE.
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love for being respected
love for being loved
love for being honored
love for being popular
and loved for being any kind of adjective words that you want to be :)
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