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Yap those picture was taken on the dinner we had to celebrate our last final exam. Yap, they are my another life now.
For doing obligation given from my himp was not a burden at all. Even i feel like i just want to do about 'himpunan' thingy for 3 months in a row than studying hahahaha (ofcourse everybody does). But it is impossible, so what i have to do is just thank to God and believe that i can finish it.

Anyway,
It was the end of my scariest semester so far. By this semester i realized the real vibe in my campus, about all of the paradigm which people outside talk about. But furthermore, i still have thank to God since everything always have a good side, included for this point. Maybe i wont be this ambitious if i am not in this college.

College is all about finding. Finding a good environment, finding a good supporting system, finding a new family, finding a best friend, finding best experience, and most of all is finding ourselves.

Maybe up until now, i don't exactly know, how actually i am, what kind of person i am. Somehow i still feel like i tend to be a hypocrite,since i try to always be the best, although i cried inside.
But, then my friend of mine, said, that it is not necessary to make all of people around you realize about your weakness to make them pity on you.

Ya, really a good thought.

Another lesson i got a few days after my final exam. That i cant put my Feeling side as the first. It is okay to be a person who has a good feeling, i mean we respect to other, we will make feeling as a reference to decide something, but we have to adapt. ADAPTATION is the key. I have to make a good combination and balance my Feeling side by becoming more Thinking
One thing that can be something bad if i am so Feeling is i will take all pf people  saying as a judgment for me, and it is really torturing i guess.

Haters. Disrespectful people will be there, just shield my self with my  logic.

Anyway that's all about the closing of this semester, i hope that i wont get any remedial.


See you books. Welcome holiday