somehow i'm feelin like cheating if i adore someone and not consider about 'that' as a matter.

now, i make an alarm for myself, if i start to think about someone, please remember that reason, if he's not any better, then why should i start to do the same mistake?

and if in the other case, i may meet the other guy that i think would not have 'that' matter? then what next?

i keep reminding myself not to multiply my sin, since even without that, how much sin i made in a day? meanwhile, i still have a bucket list about what i want to achieve in life.