Hai bloggy, it has been a while ya not to write any updates about my wonderful life.

Anyway, its already 1,5 months passed after i graduate from my college. Everything was so perfect if i want to always be grateful for every single things happen in my life now :")

Being grateful has been my the hardest issue for the last 5 years. Surrounded by a very competitive and ambitious environment is driving me crazy yet encouraging me to be a better person, in consecutive. So, the things that i always keep to make me still sane is being grateful itself. And i think it really works.

At one day, in the middle of my job-craziness, i took a break in the mosque at my office, doing asar prayer, and unconsciously, my mind remind me about the cool things.

U have done your best kok sev, u did that. Dont blame yourself too much and bring the negativeness for yourself. Thank God for everything and increase your ambition at doing good things after all.

And my life getting better for one second.

At another day, i feel so burdened for many things, then my mind remind me

there must be at least one people try to be in this position, sev. Just bear the pain sev! 

Or at one other day, i feel like "it must be nice being X, it must be nice being Y" so on, and so on. 

Are you sure do you want to be them? will u still remember Allah better than now if u have better and safer condition? Its better to be in the condition that push u to always remember Allah in every breath that u take :") instead of vice versa.

I have to remember that i live my life once, i have to define my own success and happiness myself. its not because what people might think about my achievements, yet it is because i have to make my own milestones as many as i can.

Feature:

I capture my writings from 2011, when i am guessing why time flies really fast. and BAM... Now i really have passed those things i have mentioned : being 12th grader, go to college, graduate,seek for jobs, and live independently.

Time indeed flies really fast, so maybe in some blinks of eyes, i will see myself using my sunting, having the brand new days, make up my own house, do my master degree, feeding the kids, and another milestone that i look forward to.

Ckrg (my new hometown)

04 Nov 18

me in the middle of laziness do my task