I really want to write again. But, everything is so stuck.

This pandemic really got me a space to think, about how actually i always got my surrounding on my back, and when my surrounding was disrupted, i was following.

Rendy would sing to me these lines:

You gave me your wings and you made me believe I was flying
You gave me a glimpse of what heaven could be now I'm dying
And there's nothing out there that could compare
You taught me to breath underwater and left me here drowning

Hahahahahaha it was so funny, i am here, laughing on me, laughing on this mess, laughing on immature thing i did.
Nevertheless, at least i am currently trying to wake up on my own.